Saturday, April 6, 2013
U treasure me too much... I cant ignore u nor can u ignore me. 太在意了. But im really happy that we treasure each other so much...
Saturday, April 06, 2013
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U dont even understand y I said those words. And u said I keep saying those words. I think now u feel how I felt when u kept telling me stuff last time. Now im trying to be honest, trying to tell u how I really feel, but u dont accept wad I say, and u dont bother anymore.
Saturday, April 06, 2013
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Im always the one creating problems. Dragging others down. Thks for enduring me... my confidence level really hit the bottom of the cliff after what u guys said to me. Really bad... I thought I have 2 guys to back me up. I realised im wrong because I annoy u guys too.
Saturday, April 06, 2013
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I trust u guys the most. If I cant even be myself with u 2, I really dont know what should I be. Now I even feel stressed if im going out with u all. I think I should pull some distance apart. It should be better if only 1 person care for u. It will be so much easier for u n her. N me too.I shall keep my mouth shut. I dont wanna say the wrong things n destroy our relationship again.
Saturday, April 06, 2013
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Why do u need to endure me? Just dont care about me n walk away. That will be better. Im not worthy for u to care! Just heck care me! it is because u care too much about me, im happy, and im sad. Extreme ends.
Saturday, April 06, 2013
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Fuck. Seriously... wtf... im just like that... cant I be myself? Im just being myself. And yes, I know I dont know how to talk properly. N I agree I suck at saying the right things. So wad's the solution? I just shut up n dont talk? Ya. That will solve the prob. I should just shut up whenever im with u all.
Saturday, April 06, 2013
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Im really think im useless... I cant even do anything properly... I cant study well, can play the piano well, cant play bball well, cant even handle such trival matters. How uesless am I... I even destroy the relationship of those closest to me. How stupid am I. Im hopeless..
Saturday, April 06, 2013
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Friday, April 5, 2013
I swear this blog will be my diary... no1 will even bother to see or read. Just like my personal diary:)
Friday, April 05, 2013
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Cant u just leave me alone... im feeling bad enough. I know I suck, not up to that standard...I didnt work hard enough too... 不配你这样对我! Who am I... no1... just a normal non-existent person... ppl know there strength... I only know my weakness. I dont even know my strength. How pathetic that is...
Friday, April 05, 2013
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Hi. Im back after so long... in the end, I still find blog the best when it comes to ranting. FML.I really have think I have lots of prob... I think I annoy those close to me too. Im too pessimistic, but I wont kill myself... Lol... it is really hard to keep a heartache hidden under the smile which I have plastered on my face...
Friday, April 05, 2013
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